Monday, December 15, 2008
My second-worst run ever...
Now...let's talk about these "weather conditions" Casey mentioned below for a moment. Due to the ice storm in the Northeast that you may have heard about (or experienced first-hand) our group run was moved from the scenic, peaceful sanctuary of the Niskayuna bike path (where we have had all of our group runs to date) to the State Office campus... a 2 mile loop of arterial roads and overpasses that circle the office complex. As you can imagine, compared to the tree lined bike path with a view of the peacefully flowing Mohawk River, the honking and screeching of SUV tires and ice-slicked asphalt was a slightly less soothing environment. It was also a lovely 12 degrees out, with a windchill of about -80.
Only a brave few attempted to conquer the inclement weather, and with Casey's 20 and my 10 miles on deck, we chose to give it a shot. As Casey will attest to, I've been relatively good about keeping the whining and complaining down to a bare minimum during these Saturday morning group runs, despite the fact that they get me out of bed at 5:40am on my precious weekends and it's freezing cold out, which I hate. Unfortunately, this Saturday proved to be too formidable an opponent for my recent good cheer. About 1/3 of the way through lap #3, somewhere near mile 5, I called it quits, and just before mile 6, Casey agreed. I went back to my apartment complex and did another mile on the treadmill, and Casey went back out on Sunday, determined to get in her 20 miles.
The thing is, it wasn't even the cold temperatures alone that scared me away. We've been running in the cold, and I can handle it. It was the entire environment as a whole, which further proves to me that this running business is just as much a mental challenge as it is a physical challenge. Yes, my muscles hurt in weird ways when it's cold out - but that wasn't what stopped me. I've grown comfortable with the bike path - I know where the mile markers are, I know what is ahead of me and what's behind. The dog walkers, bike riders, bird hunters and fellow runners all afford me a sense of comfort and camaraderie...but pounding pavement in circles on a 4 lane roadway, even with my best friend in the entire world on one side and our ever-inspirational mentor on my other wasn't enough to save me.
I'm really hoping next weekend's run (which I will be doing without Casey, much to my dismay) is back on the bike path...
~RSF
Sunday, December 14, 2008
20 Mile Run!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Got my new shoes on...
This is a picture of my new sneakers (well one of them anyway - don't worry, I have two). The Addidas Supernova Sequence. If you know me, you know my love of shoes... but did you ever think I'd be so excited about a sneaker? Probably not. Now, what if I told you I'd be running 10 miles in that sneaker on Saturday? Being excited about them just started to make more sense, huh?
~RSF
PS - I thought it might be time for an updated countdown clock, so...
MySpace Countdowns
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Kickboxing
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Turkey Trotters
16 miles
I ran the first 9 with Becky--who ran her first 9-miler ever, but I'll let her do her own bragging on the blog--and then the last 7 with Norris. Hopefully, I'm not shooting myself in the foot by doing all my training runs with other people when I will be running the full 26.2 on my own. However, I think there will be plenty of distractions and entertainment to keep me occupied in AZ. Not as good as the company of those I run with here in NY, but I'll have to take what I can get.
The second accomplishment of the day was taking an "ice bath" at the strong suggestion of Coach Meg, Coach Joanne, and TNT veteran Gabbie. After a legitimate struggle to force myself into the tub of extremely cold water, I was able to sit in it for more than 20 minutes. Guess what? I'm not in pain today! They were totally right on about the ice bath. Brrrrrrr.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Our Fantastic Mentor
Friday, November 21, 2008
I'd RATHER jump in the lake...
Am I crazy???
~RSF
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
There is Officially a Crazier Way to Raise Money
In honor of this, she is requesting donations for the Special Olympics.
Holy crap.
I donated.
If you would like to do the same, click the above link and note that you are sponsoring Hilary Kellogg.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Running on a treadmill is probably as close to the mentality of a hampster as you'll ever get...
~RSF
Monday, November 17, 2008
P.F. Chang's
I went there once. For three times what you would pay at a normal Chinese restaurant, you get the same exact food as you would get at a normal Chinese restaurant, except on fancy dishes.
So, just in case you were wondering if P.F. Chang's had any impact on my decision to run this particular marathon, now you know: It sure didn't.
I would run the Cheesecake Factory Marathon anywhere, however...
Icing
Sunday, November 16, 2008
And in Other News...
Beautiful Jewelry for a Great Cause: My Team in Training Fundraiser!
Invitation is as follows:
The holidays are right around the corner! Here is a wonderful way to get some shopping crossed off the list, celebrate with new and old friends, and
support a great cause:To benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, please join me for a jewelry party featuring the beautiful baubles of Billie B Strands, designed and handcrafted by my good friend Laurel Burns.
The party will feature light food and drinks, raffle prizes, and more! 10% of every jewelry purchase will be donated to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society (LLS). As many of you know, I am currently participating in the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team in Training, where I am running a marathon (26.2 miles) and raising money for blood cancer research. Please visit my Team in Training page to find out more, and/or to make a tax-deductible donation.
This party is part of my effort to raise at least $5,000 for LLS as a Team in Training participant. I hope you will join me for this great cause and some beautiful jewelry!
Date: December 11, 2008
Time: 7pm
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Good News!
The good news is, I can run again! I'm still a little nervous about doing so, but I can run again! I did 3 miles on Thursday, and 6 miles today. I'm still not sure how I get back on track in terms of doing the Team in Training schedule, which would put me at 12 miles next Saturday, but I'm hoping I can get there soon. The coaches will let me know what to do, and how. The coaches and Norris have been amazingly supportive and helpful throughout this period of injury.
I am so happy to be able to run again. I haven't felt like myself since I had to stop. Now I can reclaim the missing piece of my identity, routine, and spirit, and keep moving forward!
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Every Runner Needs a Massage
The running books agree: massage is essential for distance runners.
But I figured, not being a particularly fast runner, or a wealthy one, that this was something that could be skipped.
Now that I'm injured, I've been trying to figure out ways to fix myself as quickly as possible. Holly came to mind. She is someone I know from theater, who is Licensed Massage Therapist and practices out of her home. Once, while doing "Anything Goes" this past May, I jammed up my foot pretty badly by running down the hall in high-heeled sandals (smart move, Casey!) I literally couldn't walk in my character shoes without sharp shooting pain. Holly took me aside, took my foot in her hands for a few (painful) minutes, and the next thing I knew, I could walk again--pain-free. This was especially helpful since I had 5 minutes before I had to be on stage, singing and dancing in front of an audience.
I could go on about some other examples of Holly's incredible healing abilities and sensitivity to people's health issues--there are many--but I'll stop here for now. So I made an appointment.
I had no idea how messed up my entire body had gotten from two months of beating on it for long distances. When she massaged my glutes....owwwwww.
So the moral of the story is, spring for a massage. It's so worth it!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The good people from the Office of Alumni Relations sent me a few more shots from the hockey game. Don't I look teeny next to these guys?
In other news...I think Casey deserves a huge hug from all of her friends, family, and supporters right now. To watch the clock tick down to race day and be forced to the sidelines for even a short amount of time... I can only imagine how she's feeling right now. The good news? 2 weeks may seem interminable, but in the grand scheme of things, it could be much worse. In no time she'll be back on the bike path, kicking butt and taking names. I ran 6 miles on Saturday and though I was going to die. Casey laughs in the face of 6 miles. 6 miles, what? It'll be real funny in Arizona, when she's running laps around me, taunting me to the finish line... but in the meantime, give her some love!
~RSF
Good news...sort of
This is good news, right?
Has anyone else noticed that the less I run, the more I blog? Is this a coincidence? I think not...
Does anyone even read this blog?
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Pictures from Becky's Big Night!
At the RPI/UMass hockey game on October 19, Becky was presented with a $500 check from the Lambda Chi Alpha fraternity toward her fundraising for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society.
Becky's parents attended the game to see her "honored on the ice."
Norris, her TNT mentor and manager of the RPI Field House where the game was played, beamed with pride.
Becky's friend and TNT co-conspirator, Casey, also came to the game to show her love and support. However, she was taking the pictures, which is why she isn't in them. So here is a random picture of her from a completely different night.
A New Challenge
While running the Hudson-Mohawk Half Marathon two weeks ago, I acquired some persistent pain in my left foot and right knee. I thought it would go away if I took it easy on the running for a few weeks after the race, but it's now two weeks later and I'm still in pain when I run. I shared this with our wonderful mentor, Norris, who advised me to go to the doctor, and get in touch with the TNT coaches. He also told me that the first thing the coaches would tell me was to stop running for 1-2 weeks.
I was not happy to hear this.
See, once you start running, you get pretty addicted to the feeling. I am not a biochemistry expert, but my understanding is that running causes your body to produce endorphins, which make you feel great. Well boy have I been feeling great these days! Sure, I feel good because I am raising money for an important cause, I'm meeting a lot of wonderful people, and I'm getting in good shape...but it's less a feeling of thoughtful satisfaction about meaningful endeavors and more like a "la-la-la I love life I feel WONDERFUL!" feeling.
When you stop running, even for a few days, you sure miss those endorphins. I mean, don't get me wrong, I feel fine. But fine feels more like crappy when you've had two months of "la-la-la-I love life WONDERFUL!"
So today I went to the group run, bringing my trusty canine companion, Stella, and just walked around a little bit. I was glad to be there, but it was sad to be on the outskirts of the activity, rather than in the middle of it.
And it's a little scary. I have 3 months, and I have hundreds of miles of training to put in before January 18th. I need to get better, and I need to get better quickly.
But maybe having this setback is part of the process. It was almost going a little too smoothly before. I was leaping up in mileage way before the training schedule called for it, and my speed was increasing significantly with each 5k race I entered. I was starting to think that this whole marathon training thing was going to be a piece of cake. And now I am back to reality.
TNT is based on the indisputable fact that training for a marathon is a huge challenge. That's why it justifies significant financial sponsorship from family and friends. That's why there are coaches, mentors, weekly group runs, clinics, and hundreds of miles of training.
And of course, a few aches and pains while training for a marathon are nothing compared to the ups and downs of going through treatment for cancer, but maybe this is a good reminder that setbacks are a part of every challenge that can and will be completed.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Lesson 3,598: People will always continue to surprise you...
I drove into work, the whole time thinking about how to approach the topic with our local LLS chapter directors, and about whether or not continuing on the path to the race was really a good idea. I got in, turned on my computer, and there sat an email - from the Vice President of RPI's Lambda Chi Alpha (LXA) and Class of 2009 President. LXA had just been recognized by the Rensselaer Alumni Association with its annual Community Service award - a $500 donation to the charity or charities of LXA's choice... and LXA had decided to award that entire $500 donation to me and my race. When I read the email, I couldn't decide whether to laugh or to cry. Any thoughts of quitting the race were quickly put to rest. If a group of young men - almost all of them complete strangers to me - could believe in me and my cause, then I needed to stop doubting myself and do a little believing as well.
Tomorrow night, Casey, Mom and Dad will join me at the Houston Field House on the RPI campus as the Engineers take on UMass... and LXA hands me a "big check" out on the ice. Hopefully I won't fall on my face... and hopefully I'll have some great pictures to share with you all! With the $500 donation from LXA and my pledges that are currently en route to the processing center, I am officially at just over $1,500 - about 40% of my fundraising goal, and almost halfway there! I have a long way to go, but my hope is renewed... and now I have to get down with some serious training!
~RSF
Monday, October 13, 2008
Oh, the horror...
~RSF
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Long Time No Blog
1) I have officially (well, actually UNofficially, because 5-10 donations have not yet been processed) raised just over $2,100 for Team in Training. So $1,700 to go, but at least I'm over the hump. Time to hit more people up for money!
2) I have scheduled my Team in Training fundraiser for December 7, 2008 at 2pm. It will be a jewelry party featuring the work of my good friend Laurel Burns. Her jewelry is gorgeous! (I am going to make an e-vite or a website with some pictures so you all can see some samples.) Ten percent of her total sales from the party will be donated to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society.
3) Today, I ran the Hudson Mohawk Half Marathon in 2 hours and 27 minutes and managed to stay alive. My knee started hurting around mile 5, which I think was due to the chilly weather (it was an absolutely gorgeous fall day, but eventually you just need to give up on shorts and wear pants). But I made it! I can only imagine what 26 is going to be like...
4) About a month and a half ago, I met a woman at a race--one of those kick-ass runner types--whose 30-year-old daughter had just gotten a leukemia diagnosis. An atypical age to get leukemia, and apparently not the best kind of leukemia to get. I ran into this woman at the half-marathon today, and found out that her daughter is doing well so far. Not out of the woods yet, but her treatment is proceeding how they want it to at this point. I'm so glad that the money we are raising through Team in Treaming is contributing to better outcomes, and I hope that hers continues to be good.
5) I ran a 27 minute 5k a few weeks ago. Which is a snail's pace for people like...Norris (our speedy mentor) but for me is tantamount to an Olympic sprint.
I will try to keep blogging more regularly, but for now I need a long nap and probably some more food when I wake up. Ahhh, running...
Friday, October 10, 2008
I might go faster BACKWARDS...
4 miles tomorrow for me. At the rate I'm going, that'll take me just about an hour.
Please send Casey your love and support - she's running the Hudson Mohawk 1/2 on Sunday!!
~RSF
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Next time I want turkey, stuffing, and mashed potatoes waiting for me...
A) 6am on a Saturday is worse than any other 6am of the week.
2) Crippling knee pain at mile 2.75.
Y) Bikers from hell screeching, "LEFT!" in your (left) ear as they go wizzing by.
D) Amazingly delicious fudgy brownies (which taste EVEN BETTER after 5 miles of running/staggering), water, and massages at the end.
If I try it out again, minus the knee pain, it might not be so bad. On the other hand, my knee might just be anti-social (it didn't bother me one bit this morning on my run). If it is, we're really going to have a problem with the race, considering the number of people that will be there. I guess I'll have to show up at another group run to socialize it one of these days...
~RSF
PS: I knew Casey would like the Marathon Method better than the Non-Runner's Guide. And please, feel free to comment about what kind of nerd decides to run a 1/2 marathon, then goes out and buys a bunch of BOOKS about it instead of just getting started.
Monday, September 15, 2008
The Marathon Method
My favorite part of the the book is actually the introduction, where the author is touting the benefits of running. He comments on all the TV commercials advertising medicine for ailments that can be prevented and/or diminished by running. How often, he mused, do we see a commercial that says, "Ask your doctor about exercise!"
Friday, September 12, 2008
On a more serious note...
Kind of crazy to find yourself hoping that someone you love has Lymphoma, right?
Hard to imagine, but at this point that is exactly what my whole family doing.
Most of you wont know who I am, some of you may. I now live in Baltimore, MD as of May this past spring, but before that I was in Albany for some time. I became involved in TNT in January '07. I fundraised and trained to complete my first marathon in June '07 in San Diego California. I was lucky to not have been directly effected by any blood related cancers, me nor my family, nor any of my friends. I just fell in love with the organization, the people who are involved, what they help others achieve and what they help the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society accomplish.
At the same point in time that I started training for my first marathon, my sister Julie started working in Boston for the Massachusetts Chapter of TNT. She became a Campaign Coordinator, mostly involved with triathlons during the spring and summer, and marathons in the winter months. She needed to get a job, wanted to work for a non profit agency, and like me, fell in in love with the mission of TNT.
When I ran my first marathon in San Diego, my brother Steve was able to cheer for me on the side lines. Not being involved with the event or the organization at the time, he was completely moved by what he saw. The support and the cause was overwhelming and he decided he needed to be a part of TNT. He then signed up, fundraised and completed his first marathon in January '08 in Phoenix.
My sister Julie, in Phoenix with her Massachusetts TNT chapter was able to cheer my brother and I on as we ran the marathon in Phoenix together. Since then we were known as "Team Southwell". All three of us have now completed various events for TNT: San Diego Marathon, Phoenix Marathon, Boston Marathon and Lake Placid Half. We have never had a close person to run for, we did it just for the simple reason of what the money we raised could do for others............until now.
For almost a week now "Team Southwell" has actually been hoping that the most important man in our lives actually is diagnosed with lymphoma.
For 3 months now, my father has been having problems with his right leg. It progressively got worse. His symptoms developed from pain, to foot drop, to a numbing sensation all down his leg. When he got an MRI done, he was told that he has a large mass wrapped around his sciatic nerve, they were unsure if it was cancer or not. Last Friday in Syracuse doctor's operated on my father. After an hour of surgery, they confirmed that it was cancer. The surgeon came out to my mom, said they were not sure what kind yet, but they were hopeful that it was Lymphoma. As the surgeon hugged my mom, my mom said " funny, three of my kids have fundraised and run marathons for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society". The surgeon responded "maybe that is a great sign then".
So, it has almost been a week, and there still has been no confirmation of what kind of cancer my father is living with. My family and the doctor's are still crossing our fingers that it is a type of Lymphoma, because we are told that it is the most treatable kind of cancer he can have.
I am confident that without the LLS and TNT, we would not be able to live with that kind of hope, that Lymphoma would be a type of cancer that would not be considered "the more treatable kind of cancer". But right now, we are able to say, and think, and hope that, because of people like you.
Thank you to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, to their staff, their coaches, their mentors and their participants. Without people like you I may be struggling here in Baltimore away from my family, thinking that my father is living with a death sentence, but I am not.
Before all of you complete your training over the weekend, before you shut your alarm off because this weekend you just don't have it in you to get up and train, know that you make a difference, you offer hope.
Go Team!
~P.S.
~RSF
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
#11 is to get Casey off your case...
1) After the run, you get to eat peanut butter filled pretzels, which are the best thing in the entire world, especially right after you run.
2) The coaches and mentors are there, so you can get all kinds of good advice and support.
3) You get to meet Honored Heroes (blood cancer survivors) and other really positive, inspirational people.
4) The bike path is mostly flat, and very beautiful place to run.
5) Everyone is super nice and supportive.
6) There are so many people there running (and walking) at so many different paces, you are bound to find someone to run with.
7) There was a cute guy there the other week and I think he might be coming back.
8) You run so much farther there than you ever would on your own. And it actually goes by fast because you are having fun and socializing. Even 10 miles!
9) Did I mention the peanut butter filled pretzels?
10) When you run 5+ miles before 9am on Saturday morning, it completely absolves you of feeling like you have to do anything else productive for the weekend.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I'll pretty much follow a bagel anywhere...
Today, Casey, Theresa, Emilie and I ran the Bruegger's Bagel Run under sunny skies and a refreshing breeze. It was a beautiful morning for a run, if a tad bit hot. Nothing, however, makes you realize just how far you have to go in your training like being passed by a bunch of elite runners coming down the home stretch when you're under the 1 mile mark (of a 5k) huffing and puffing and turning bright red... except for watching your friends' ponytails bobbing off in the distance before the first half. Regardless, it was a great morning, and as Casey has pointed out to me at least 12 times today, I shaved a good 2-3 minutes off my time for this race two years ago - which isn't half bad. I powered out with a burst of speed at the final few meters that I never knew I had... allegedly mowing down a 300 year old man (who was pretty pissed off) as I stumbled across the finish line. Now, if only I would get my butt out to those damn group runs that she keeps reminding me about...~RSF
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Could NASA engineer me a calorie-free cheesecake too?
1) Are you aware that in late August in New York, the sun doesn't actually rise until after 6am? 6:13am on August 26th, to be specific. Which, this morning, was approximately a mile and a quarter into my 2.5 mile run.
2) In late August in New York, it's also kind of chilly out at 6am. That probably has a direct correlation with item #1, seeing as how it's still mostly dark out.
3) Drivers operating motor vehicles don't always react as quickly to you as you totter along a main arterial. Again, refer to #1 for a possible clue as to why. They also go a lot faster, seeing as how it's pretty much only you and them on the road.
At least I have all of that revolutionary new spandex running gear I purchased online last week keeping me warm, and yet still ventilated. Some of you may shudder at the thought of spandex. I, however, embrace it (at least when it comes to my bottom-half). It keeps everything in place and minimizes unsightly wobbling. Plus, the dent in my butt due to an unfortunate event we'll call "The Great New Year's Eve Mishap of 2002" seems much less noticeable after 2 layers of NASA engineered Nike spandex.
Another plus - looking at the scale this morning did not make me want to gouge my eyes out with a wooden spoon. In my book, that almost makes up for the whole 5:40am buzzer business.
~RSF
Monday, August 25, 2008
What a Day for a Heart Attack...
The good news is that, after my run, I spent a few hours at the pool (as I felt the need for some congratulatory sitting-still) reading a book titled The Nonrunner's Marathon Guide for Women: Get Off Your Butt and On with Your Training, by Dawn Dais. I figured that reading about training was almost as good as actually training, especially since our training period technically doesn't start until late September... right?
The book is terrific. I felt as though I was reading something I could have written- the author's life motto once mirrored mine in her "I don't run unless I'm being chased" mentality, and she took on this challenge with the help of her ever-positive running buddy, Chipper Jen. Sound like anyone else that might be blogging on this website to you?[I'll give you a hint - her name starts with a 'c', ends with a 'y', and 'ase' usually goes between the two.] If Dawn could survive the marathon she trained for, I can certainly survive the half marathon that I'm training for. The people who have donated (or will hopefully donate) for the cause and those struggling every day with blood cancers are counting on us to fulfill a goal that has been set, and I'm looking forward to moving forward. Next weekend: 5 miles or bust. I promise to get up a little bit earlier this time.
~RSF
Sunday, August 17, 2008
8 miles
Monday, August 11, 2008
6 miles
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Learning to Love 6am...
Eventually, I came to the realization that the only way to get my training schedule on track would be to run in the morning (something I've known for years, but have managed to deny until now). Early in the morning, as I'm typically expected in the office by 8:30am. I, however, have never been much of a morning person, as some of you may or may not know. When that alarm goes off, I'm the queen of the snooze button, and I'm never much of a conversationalist before my first cup of coffee or 9am (whichever comes first).
Today, however, I rolled out of bed, threw on my sneaks, and was out the door on my way at 6am. I'm not even entirely sure I was awake until my first half-mile was over. There are good and bad things about 6am, though I have to say, I'm starting to think the good may outweigh the bad. There's less traffic on the roads I travel. It's cooler in the morning. Sunrise light looks a lot like sunset light if you hit it at the right angle. Everything else in the world is just waking up, and there's a kind of peaceful quiet before the bustle of the morning rush begins. Plus, when I get done, it's 6:30am and I have the whole day ahead of me!
Now just two things remain to be seen:
1) Will I fall asleep at my desk, snoring and drooling at 4 o'clock?
2) Will I be able to get up at 5:45am every day for the next 5 months?
We'll just have to wait and see.
--RSF
Monday, August 4, 2008
Our Wild and Crazy Journey Begins...
Becky and I signed up for Team In Training (TNT) on Tuesday, July 29, 2008. I’d gotten a flyer in the mail. Sign up for a half-marathon or marathon, train with a local group and coaches, and raise a few thousand dollars for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society (LLS). The events are in January 2009--one in Phoenix, AZ, and one at Disney in Orlando.
At the meeting, we heard many people speak. Everyone who spoke talked about what a life changing experience Team in Training had been for them. Several spoke about how they had never run a day in their life, and 6 months later ran a marathon, thanks to Team in Training’s inspiration and support. We also heard heart wrenching stories of people affected by blood cancers, from lives lost to those bravely fighting to live.
Welcome!
We can't wait to get started!
-RSF



